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09:36 pm: slavery and a coke
yeah .. so im "doing" my history hw on slavery .. those ships were pretty nasty let me tell you .. and im also drinking a coke (with LOTS of icecubes like i like it) .. idk nemore.. i feel like im in that arrogant sons of bitches song "everything is always falling appart" .. i just cant hold on to nething nemore.. and even if i have something i manage to mess it up .. or in some cases its done for me.. i know hes not even gone yet but im still crying... its hard enough only seeing my dad on two weekends a month, and im not gunna lie to you .. i was pretty poed at him for a long time, but i realize now that hes going away how much im gunna miss him and i love my daddy-o .. sure hes corny and tells bad jokes and is balding and says "homie" wayy to much.. and yes he loves country music and cajun music and all this weird bad 80's music (not the good stuff) , and okay im scared to admit but my father was known as the "resident billy idol" at his highschool,and yes im getting completely mushy and emo rite now, because you realy dont know what u have till u loose it. i can honestly say last night was the first night in a while that i rocked back and forth and cried because my daddy had to go away .. i eventualy got used to the whole 2 weeks thing,and stopped crying everytime my dad dropped me back a home, but a year is a long friggin time... i just dont know if i can take it... i mite just have to call up george w-yuh.. i feel completely selfish rite now.. because my dads catching shit from every1 in our family for this, my baba thiks hes a "stupid ass" and my step mom is freaking out... im gunna take it upon myself to not let him know how upset i really am, because it would eat him up inside.. im gunna be a "trooper" for my dad.. i remember he used to always tell us to "mount up" into his jeep and just silly shyte like that.. i guess i never realized how important the army is to him, and if its what he wants ill try to be strong..

06:02 pm: ii cant do this anymOre!
well this has just abOut been the wOrst week ever!!!!!!!!!!! my mamas getting major back surgery tomorrow and my tato chose TODAY to tell me that hes being deployed (army) in april. so now i dont know where im staying while my moms in the hospital/recouperating because my dad has to go to maryland this week and im about readii to pull my hair out.. as if this shyte wasnt enough anyone whos close enough to me that needs to know knows about my lovely shyte going on at school with certain people.. WHY THE HELL CANT PEOPLE JUST BE HONEST?!..we have about 34784327892438970789423 and a half tests this week and im not sure i can handle all this at once.. okay scratch that not knowing where im staying.. tal just informed me that ill be staying with her =) .. this news is not only xiting but exactly what i needed to bring a little cheer.. ANOTHER [[at least]] 5 DAYS TOGETHER!!! beware world.. here we come!! well im gunna go .. i could really use some huggs or a call so u kno the #!

quote of the day goes tooo .. BABA : "only faggots do that" [[it just sounds better with her ukie accent]]

- maRia

01:48 pm: WHOOAAA its been a while
heyy yall .. well ive been reading my comments and such and i realized even if wanted to add u guys i couldnt because i have no idea how to .. if ur already added.. congrats because chances are that random luck won't happen again unless someone tells me how to work this shyte!! .. bleh .. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY UKES!!!! yes .. we celebrate 13 days later [[different calendar]] we also celebrate new years (its called malanka)later tOo.. just a little info fOr my non-ukrainian friends.. neways.. so whats new? uhhmmm .. not a helluvalot.. winter track maybe... we (the girls team) kicked JP's asses!!! WHAT NOW!! that school is almost completely full of carbon copies... cheers to anyone at JP who doesnt have a dooney and bourke or coach bag!! dont get me wrong. theyre nice and stuff... but i think $250 could be better spent somewhere else... w/e .. i PR-ed at this meet.. only 22'3 but much better than last year.. ive decided my new year's resolution is tO do more things that i(!!!!) want to do. im sick of being dragged around by SOMEONE ELSE's plan and never getting to do anything that i want to dO..then being called a selfish bitch on top of it... that was inspired my my OH SO WONDERFUL new years.. dont get me wrong.. i love my family more than anything, but it pissed me off when SOMEONE decided to leave me at my grandmother's house and go to a party .. i wanted to go upstate.. but did SOMEONE care? course not.. because it had nothing to do with SOMEONE's plans .. and now that SOMEONE has found a SIGNIFICANT OTHER, this SOMEONE has been even worse because SOMEONE is constantly on the phone with this SIGNIFICANT OTHER or at this SIGNIFICANT OTHER's house.. its getting obnoxious... i dont think there's been 24 hours in the past month and a half that SOMEONE hasn't seen this SIGNIFICANT OTHER... **Sigh** some things will never change i guess.. on that note .. im going to shower and get readii for cByatii Bechir!! (ukie christmas eve)!!!!!!!!!!! OOH .. im getting a new cellphone tonight (i mean i think iam *wink*) maybe tomorrow morning.. so ask me for my # if i 4get to give it tO yOu!!-- xOx

10:33 pm: bLeh
its weird how racist people really are...random thought.. neways ... where to start.. its beena month or so .. i went to canada ... they refused to speak French to us so yeah .. wasnt that hard .. CATTEGORY SEXXAY! (yaz and kad know whatim talkin about) ... and if u think u can randomly yell penis and vagina and fallopean tube out loud in a canadian household and they wont know what u mean .. u would be wrong my friend.. yes i believe we learned that one the hard way .. hmm i was wonderring .. kyle was unable to answer my question with anything other than "its HARD to explain" ... why do guys like porn? i just dont understand why its soo great.. oh well .. if anyone wants to enlighten me .. be my guest.. well vuyko igor back from Afghanistan =) .. Angelina was born on the 12th (October) also happy thing .. not so happy thing.. gma rosie is back in the hospital .. she now has cepsis (had a blood transfusion) and double pneumonia.. not a good thing.. she daily has like a 103 feever and the other day she was actually crying when we went there its so depressing.. like 9 monthes ago she was telling me at the superbowl "if u get knocked up ill knock you down" (some of her wise words of wisdom of course... and now she doesnt speak barely at all and lays in bed suffering all the time... its realy hard tosee somebody who has had sucha huge effect on my life like this ... i almost wish she would not have to suffer anymore ... even if it meant that i couldnot really see her... she doesnt deserve this.. anyone that met her b4 she got sick knows it.. she was nuts.. oh well .. no use moping anymore about things nobody can change ... im now sitting in my dads house (a little cold as usual) and just chatting away ... thinking about how i cant go to the bouncing souls show tomorrow =*( and being sad.. but maybe ill hang out with tim and kyle and jerry on sunday .. who knows...pretty much done with this for right now .. so ill leave u with one last thought... you can pick your friends, and you can pick your nose, but u cant pick your friend's nose! xOx

11:36 pm: zeppoles!!!
yeSs! tonight was the 2nd annual italian festival .. naturally being that im part italian i went .. and yasmine and i FINALLY got our zeppoles! (and like 50 other things) you know after working up our appetites by going to spree's house and then walking all around edison trying to find a house with a certain number and halloween decorations .. then my mom tried to convince me jeff and yaz that she doesnt yell .. anybody who has been in my house or on the phone with me for more than like 10 minutes knows thats a crock .. oh well ... ill let her live in her fantasy world because she hurt her back.. we got darla's ashes today .. they put her in a little wooden box with flowers on it .. really creepy/depressing was the box was still hott when i got it .. i miss darla .. she was a good pet.. i remember the ONLY time she ever like actualy tried to attack someone was Jess Macan ..we never figured out why either.. so now shes sitting in her little box on top of my bookshelf thingy.. well im gunna go watch a moOvie or something

xOx - mia

06:55 pm: well i went to the shore today.. i am currently very uhm colorful... it was a nice day though .. i saw COUNT EM- O speedos.. this was probably one of my best beach days ever.. there where O speedos and about 30 surfers.. my kind of odds... i did have to wait like 15 minutes for one lady to use the bathroom in dunkin donuts which was a little scary .. pete sorry but i dont think a homeless lady would have a coach bag so i dont think she was shaving and rinsing her hair.. a seagull was like 2 feet away from me staring at me when i woke up from my nap though those things have scary eyes .. i dont reccomend you look them in the eyes, you might get scared.. i would like to formally complain about herbal essences.. when i used it while washing off the beach nothing happend.. i got no urge for herbal .. stupid commercials.. the coneheads was on today .. that movie is classic... i love when he chews the condoms like gum.. OUCH! note to self dont lean back.. it kinda hurts when ur sunburnt .. im so xited the italian festival is comming this week.. yasmine and i are gunna eat like all the zeppoles there!!! ... well going to annie's house now
xOx - mia

01:01 am: i would like to dedicate this journal entry to pam .. because i had a feeling if i didnt write in this thingy quick i might be in for a nasty surprise in bio on monday. today was alright .. some lady at my nanas work found a kitten and my nana wanted to keep it so i went to the vet... the kitten was a girl .. named karma .. shes kinda cute .. did u know that kittens have worms?! how gross is that..the vet showed me a bottle of worms he got out of a kitten b4 her .. it was like a whole 8 oz cup of these long noodle looking things.. hmm .. how do u get worms out of a kitten??? im currently smelling like onions and mexican food.. stupid jose tejas.. can u believe they closed chi-chis? i was there like a week ago .. strange.. im going down the shore tomorrow... so wear your pj's right side out! (right michelle?!) omg i had such a blonde moment today my step mom once thought that honeydue melons grew on trees.. so today she was like trying to say i was being blonde and said yeah and grapefruits grew on trees.. but she meant honeydues.. but then the two of us were sitting there for like 10 minutes trying to figure out if grapefruits grew on trees.. personally i thought they were kinda big for that.. guess not cause my dad finally said "THEY GROW ON TREES!" i think im guna give that man an ulcer. okay . well im done babbling .. there pam ..theres ur journal entry.. i hope i did this right.. and if not I DONT CARE! =D
xOx - mia